Mom is a little less yellow, but is still in a lot of pain. I wish she was able to take more Vicodin, but I understand how sick it makes her.
I didn't see her today. Bill and Autumn went to the store for her. I may go out and stay with her tomorrow a little. Right now, it's like everything important to me has stopped being important. On top of it all, I don't feel very good. I've had diarrhea for about 2 weeks now. I think I'm also losing weight, which is kinda hard to feel bad about. I have got to get to the doctor. Just waiting on insurance, but I don't know. Maybe I just need to do it.
It's all just surreal. Surreal.
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- Becky
- My name is Becky, and mother, Kathy, was diagnosed on July 18th, 2011 with Cholangiocarcinoma, cancer of the bile duct. I started this blog to journal the diagnosis and our feelings we have during this time. My mom passed away in her sleep on November 17, 2011.
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Ugh! I know it's difficult to take care of yourself when everything else is going on (currently battling an infection that wouldn't have got this bad if I'd gone to the doctor while FIL was in hospital). But do try to do what you can because your mum needs you now more than ever. (((hugs))
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