It has been a year today since we lost you. I'd love to say a lot has changed, but it hasn't. Not one day has gone by, that I haven't thought about calling you to tell or ask you something. The kids are older...they are all teenagers now. Each one of them has a problem speaking about you without a tear.
I've tried to be strong. For the most part, I think I've done ok. I just kind of went back to work and acted like normal, since that's what I do. I don't regret that.
What I miss the most is parental guidance. Since Dad was gone almost 11 years ago now, and it's been a year since I've lost you, I have no more parents. It's hard when I need to share something I know you know all about. Or share something that you know is typical, or not so typical, Becky, and you know just what to say.
Sigh, I love you, Mom. I know you are up there. Don't know what I believe about heaven or God, but I know you are with me in spirit always.
Love you Always,
